reality/possibility
there's absolutely no running away from reality. just when you thought you've eluded it, it comes around biting your ass. it just wouldn't let go.today i have received a news...a wonderful news, in fact that a friend is getting married. he's 24. she's 24. they've been together for so long i can't remember a time when they were not together anymore. here's the thing: i am 23 which makes me only a year younger than both of them. funny that while they're thinking of spending the rest of their lives together, i'm thinking along the line of which movie to see this weekend. or whether my computer has finished downloading the mp3 i am so dying to have a copy of. and the list goes on about the things i have to do soon. i don't even know what to include in the list. but i know for sure what not to include...three guesses say its getting married soon.
here is where reality hurts the most. while others are secured of a future together, i don't even know if i will be with someone. not that i am really dying to be attached or anything along the same line. but wouldn't it be nice to have a possibility of having to spend all of eternity (or at least however long your mortality will permit you) with your certain someone.
and right now, that's all i ask...that possibility (however minute that may be).
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