appraisal (parang lhuillier)
i know i said i'd do a christmas special on this little bloggie but my my christmas spirit is already on holiday. so instead of writing something warm and cuddly and merry alng all those crap we usually pass as the true essence of chicken...kidding! christmas, i'd do an angst post instead. no likey? no ready! so shut the f#ck up and listen....i have recently received my PA (performance appraisal). and as all my previous PAs, it is a bunch of bull. my superior thought of me as "having great potential in the field of engineering" apparently i have the strong academic background (or so she says) but (she) finds me lax in my job. come to think of it, she went as far as calling me happy-go-lucky in one of our conversations in the principal's office. for which i commented, "the reason i am lax is because there is absolutely no point to be vigilant." i can't eleaborate but surely you get the point. i told her that i have no desire to make a stellar performance because i don't need anybody's affirmation.
this post is depressing me more so i'd cut it here. it's friday and it's just me and my laptop get the point?
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